Just this morning in family devotions we read about waiting and how often God directs us to wait.....
God had taught me much about waiting and resting in Him when I was caring for Jerard. Deep in my soul I know it's better to just wait and rest for His timing to occur.....
but....there are moments waiting seems difficult......
we've been here nine years with no real furlough...
and I'm looking forward to getting back to the states to visit family and friends; to help my daughters adjust to life in the USA culture, help them learn to drive, take Kirsten to visit some college campuses,; start singing in the church choir again, etc....
but there is paperwork we need to complete which requires sending our passports in for....
and paperwork from the USA that we need to file I thought would soon be on its way to us has been only as of today started in the USA side...
another delay.....
another opportunity to wait on His timing.....
then we can file paperwork on our end and hopefully it will be processed in a few months.....
but we can't do that til some paperwork arrives from the USA....
then once all that stuff is processed, then we can purchase tickets for the USA.....
so this morning finds me reflectively in prayer....my anxiousness to purchase tickets and know I have a day to be flying to the USA tempered with His still small voice reminding me to wait....
I will listen.....
Psalm 27:14
Wait for the Lord; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the Lord!
Genesis 49:18
I wait for your salvation, O Lord.
Psalm 25
To you, O Lord, I lift up my soul.......
O my God, in you I trust;....... none who wait for you shall be put to shame;.....Make me to know your ways, O Lord; teach me your paths.
Lead me in your truth and teach me, for you are the God of my salvation; for you I wait all the day long......Good and upright is the Lord; therefore he instructs sinners in the way.
He leads the humble in what is right, and teaches the humble his way.
All the paths of the Lord are steadfast love and faithfulness, for those who keep his covenant and his testimonies.......
The friendship of the Lord is for those who fear him, and he makes known to them his covenant.
My eyes are ever toward the Lord, for he will pluck my feet out of the net.
Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted.
The troubles of my heart are enlarged; bring me out of my distresses.
Consider my affliction and my trouble, and forgive all my sins........
May integrity and uprightness preserve me, for I wait for you.
one time as I held Jerard, my Abba spoke to me and said,
"just as Jerard leans in to you, lean in to Me. Rest in me."
Yes, Dad, I rest in You!
