Thought I'd share a quote with you from "A Praying Life" by Paul Miller, pg 72-73.....a continuation in learning that in the wrestling is rest. In the centre of the storm is peace. Ours is but to trust and obey.
"When you stop trying to control your life and instead allow
your anxieties and problems to bring you to God in prayer,
you shift from worry to watching.
You watch God weave his patterns in the story of your life.
Instead of trying to be out front, designing your life,
you realize you are inside God's drama.
As you wait, you begin to see him work, and your life begins
to sparkle with wonder. You are learning to trust again."